I do feel better after sleeping on it!

Having watched conference this AM, and listening to Br. Uchdorff's talk on hope mitigating the despair that we sometimes feel in our lives...well, let's just say sleep and a speech has made me feel better. I don't think I got all that way to despair, only into really strong wonder??? My sister suggested that maybe I blew things out of perportion, and while I don't really agree with that, all evidence supports my previous quierries, I DO agree that maybe 12 am isn't the best time to write stuff like that. Unfortunately what I said, still stands, only now I don't really feel all the drama! Both my sis, and another good friend made me feel quite good about all this stuff. I do think/hope/pray that they're close to right...maybe I've got something over here, but I just never knew it. And if I don't know I've got it, then how is anyone else going to know? Yup...I'm a case study for the ages!

My hope, as Bro. Uchtdorff asked us to strive at having, isn't to find what I think I'm missing. It is to find what my Heavenly Father thinks I need/deserve/should have. Ultimately, even though I want what I want when I want it, I know I'll be happier when I not only intellectually understand that, but emotionally, physically, spiritually, and psychologically understand and accept that in my life too.

Patience, apparently, isn't a virtue I possess in great amounts. I'll work on patience too!

Be happy today!